January 2012
89 posts
I’m annoyed beyond words at the moment. Some people think their will can rule the world and everyone in it. I’m sorry but that doesn’t fly well with me. The only person who can really tell me what to do and expect me to listen is Him.
Grr!
Happy to see Him, sad to see Him go.
A lot of firsts during one night. Can’t stop the tears from falling, really needed Him to stay.
To do list for the next 20h or so
Breathe
Stop counting hours
Go to bed
Sleep
Wake up
Keep busy
Focus
and hopefully before I know it He’ll be knocking on my door.
Don’t think I have ever missed Him as much as I have the last few days.
Sundays always suck.. but at least its almost Tuesday. I need Him so bad!
Gah! The things His smile does to me.
Trusting your heart is the riskiest thing of all…
On the subject of pain..
Ever since I can remember I’ve enjoyed pain during sex. When I discovered the world of BDSM it stepped away from the bedroom and turned into a craving of mine. If I don’t get to experience it every so often I turn into this cranky bitch that most people just know to avoid.
Lately, with the privilege of seeing Him almost as often as I’d like its been taken one step further. I...
Sigh!
Note to self
“…I could soothe the burning craving between your legs but I shall let you suffer it and know the meaning of it, and that only your Prince can give you that relief you long for.” The claiming of sleeping beauty by Anne Rice.
Note to self: Never ever, ever again read books like that when He isn’t there to whip the naughty from your mind.
To buy or not to buy.. that is the question…
How I wish I could curl up in His arms right now.
He texts me in the middle of the night.
He makes me smile, puts ideas in my head and makes me nervous.
Do I even have to tell you what kind of dreams I had after putting the phone down?
So silly… but the smile on my face right now is just.. HUGE! The smallest things…
