May 2012
38 posts
04.24 and I can’t sleep…
This week isn't passing fast enough...
For the first time ever, it feels like I’m not allowed to have my own opinion about something. Its hard to accept, very hard. Specially for me who’s used to making my own decisions. Guess I have things I need to work on..
He puts the biggest smiles on my lips!
Sometimes its really hard to know the reason behind things.. Specially when something feels like a punishment and you don’t know what you did wrong.
I’m a very lucky girl thou that sometimes manages to get herself in trouble. Who tends to over think lots of stuff and that sometimes needs to hear the obvious.
Sometimes, my mind truly is a maze...
Adventurous
He’s the worlds biggest tease! I just wanted to get that of my chest. No sex and yet my skin smells of Him :)
And yes, He did pick up that knife.. and I bought Him a little black book (leather) as a welcome home present this time. I’m going to regret that buy at some point, but it will hopefully be worth it.
Resistance
The last few weeks I’ve had this need for resistance. Some of it comes from Him saying He’d enjoy it during a session, but some of it comes from the need to be manhandled. I need to open that door even if I don’t know what it means. It scares the shit out of me, mainly cause I think I will see a side of Him I’ve never seen before. At the same time its exciting and would be...
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The Dom side of me has been out here and there during the day. Why is that?
“Anytime, anyplace, I don’t care
No questions, no judgements, I’ll be there
When all your wells are running dry
And nothing’s really going right
Who’s gonna help you fight the fight
I will”
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You make me want to be the best I can be, and I still don’t know why.
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I need you so freakin bad..
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Survived
My first visit at a BDSM club (?). Been a interesting couple of days. Sore beyond words, emotions are everywhere and it wasn’t only my skin that broke o.O Feels a bit surreal, but we were actually there..
April 2012
24 posts
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And all is good...
Sore.. so damn sore, body is hurting! Lots of new experiences today but I’m smiling so can’t have been all that bad. Excited and scared at the same time. Lots to look forward to.
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Sometimes His reactions surprise me, and I can’t be happier :)
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The smallest of events can sometimes stir up the...
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Sick, bored, frustrated and just missing Him in every way possible at the moment.